Beauty really is in the eyes of the Beholder 

I never really appreciated this saying until a few years ago . We always think beauty is a very generic thing and amplified by the term … ” generic beauty” .. Or classical beauty … Whatever. I find this very untrue from my own experiences … 
Well, I’m not a lesbian , but I do enjoy looking at attractive women and I do get that draw of a women’s charisma if she possesses one . But I am not attracted to the same type of beauty that most average joe’s find attractive. I love women with character or women with some sort of ” flaw” that they can turn into a distinguishing character to make them shine from other women. Easy examples , like Cara’s eyebrows or Kate’s “lazy eye” …  Lara Stone’s gap teeth … The list goes on … 
One has to be quite confident with oneself to be able to pull it thou . I have very thin skin so my veins do show thru my décolletage . When I go to parties wearing a low cut dress it does show thru , and with olive skin and green veins … It’s a bit difficult not to notice .. But through the the years , I have had comments , ” I would love to play connect the veins” , ” very sexy , like looking at a treasure map” … And creativity flows … But I always take it with a laugh and treat it as a compliment . So ,when my skin Doctor got his latest laser machine that can erase veins …. He immediately asked me if I wanted to get rid of those pesky veins on my décolletage . I told him right away …. Doc , don’t you dare touch my veins !!! Many men have complimented me on those green veins …. Doc’s face was priceless … 

In the US most men find me ” like an adolescent boy” , I mean boy – wise . I get taxi drivers , etc asking if I had enough to eat … In Asia , I’m considered a size M !!! Girls in thailand have no intestines  … It’s true , 
So what I’m saying is … Relax , do whatever makes you happy , you will find someone who will appreciate you as yourself , if not in your culture … Then travel , maybe another culture will find you irresistible !! 
A woman is at her  best when she is happy and when she has a glass of cold champagne in her hand …. 

rika