Some mornings i wake up , on the right side of the bed … but right after i brush my teeth , clean my face , i go into Malef- icent mode. My youngest son , Leo actu- ally asked me , “mom .. even when i breath you can find fault with me.”
i didn’t realize it was that bad until i caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror … and yes God help me , i look wicked !!
after that incident , i slowly and carefully tried “mindfulness” like actually trying to try to catch myself mid attack and pull myself back .
it didn’t work . i will catch myself after the attack has happened.
it got to a point when i threw a small basket of sticky rice at the door then i realized … this isn’t gonna work . i needed real help like medical emergency please.
after a few test , with my wellness doctor .. and a span of 6 months of blood tests , fluctuating hormones , i got better .. Alleluhia . i felt so much better .
The culprit turned out to be my thyroid . I had hypo-thyroidism . Somehow with the “mainstream” doctors , they said my thyroid levels were fine , but with the wellness doctors , i had a very lazy
thyroid . thus making me very angry , ( it differs with people , some get depressed , some get sad ) , i got bloated , i gained weight like crazy , i couldn’t poo , i was tired all the time …. the list goes on .
Once my doctor got the right dosage , the right mix .. i was like a renewed spring chicken !! i felt great , i could go to the loo … i mean if anyone went thru what i did , you will understand how much happier one can be by going to the loo on a daily basis … its like a miracle .
i lost 2 kilos just by taking the vitamins, feel much leaner , no brain fog , no more morning tantrums … n more flying sticky rice .i must say , I’m now a much nicer human being , albeit a silver haired nicer person ..
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sweetestrika 